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My Poems and Songs
(or at least the ones I can find)
All By Emily M.
-The Werewolf Collection-
About Werewolf
Walking out the door,stomping on the floor.
Smack my face,think you're an ace.
I demand rights,don't keep starting fights!
Scream into my ear,no need,I can hear.
Push me down,'cause all I do is frown.
Want a big reaction.you need to learn subtraction.
Me-you=better off,I heard that scoff!
Do you just wanna yell,sure you're feelin' well?
Are ya feelin' tough,think yer doing good,playin' rough?
Get off my back,outta my face,I need space.
Just let me go rhyme,obviously I'm wasting YOUR time.
Its always gotta be your way,otherwise there's no way.
Don't you see how selfish you are,how badly I scar?
Good day,good night,good ridence,goodBYE!
Because of Differences
Because of differences I lost a friend today.
Because of differences I said "I can't keep going this way!"
I had had enough of her rudeness.
Enough of how she thinks she is a werewolf,goodness!
I wouldn't listen to her foul mouth any longer.
Maybe without her I'll be a little stronger.
What kind of friend trashes you the minute you walk away?
"I'm starting to hate her."is what everyone else heard her say.
Well,Miss ImSoGoodCusICanTalk,the feeling is mutual.
The fights we get in are not unusual.
But this time I draw the line.
No,dear,this time I won't say "Oh,it's fine."
Because of differences things are not okay.
Beacause of differences I lost a friend today.
How You Felt
Look me in the eyes,
the ones you've seen cry.
Tell me to my face!
You get more annoyed as I start to pace.
Tell me,tell me how it feels!
Tell me,tell me how you felt.
Whats it like knowing there's one less smile when you get off the bus?
Do you realise the pain you caused us?
I am the only one who's gone over their limit.
Listen to me girl!Sit down,SIT!
Tell me,tell me how it feels!
Tell me,tell me how you felt.
I'm sick of your face,the words that leave it,and that voice.
I've given you a chance,I've given you a choice.
You could have gotten your act together,you didn't try.
And I wanna know....why?
Tell me,tell me how it feels.
Tell me,tell me how you felt.
Look me in the eyes,
the ones you've seen cry.
Tell me to my face.Tell-tell-tell me...tell me to my face.
Through the Years
I listened to you say cruel things
about other people.
I played along without thinking
about the feelings of the other people.
I've matured girl,I moved on.
You need to do the same girl,move on.
Learn some manners and how to be kind
Maybe then you'll find
more friends and laughter.
Right now you're losing them,know what will happen after?
You'll be alone and miserable.
Everyone will see you as...well,invisible.
Through the years I listened to your horrible insults.
Through the years you'll receive some horrible insults.
You Miss Me Now
You know its a loss.
Now yer not such a big boss.
You think we're still friends.
Sorry,but this is where it ends.
Not so mean now,huh?
Oh,of course you didn't hear me say we're through,duh.
Face it,you messed up.
No more free drinks from my cup.
You didn't think you'd miss me when I was gone.
But you were wrong.
Please just go.
'Cause we both know-
things can only get worse.
You feel regret as you read each verse.
See me sendin' you the cold shoulder?
It's because with words I've become too much bolder.
You don't know whether to be angry or sad,
when I say that's too bad.
Now I'm gone.
Now I'm done.
Mind Games
Do you just want to make me mad?
Or do you just feel alone and sad?
Couldn't accept the awful fact
That I left you behind and broke our pact.
So,is this a desperate attempt to get me back?
Or is it all your playful little act?
The other day when I was leavin'
It was my ears I wasn't beleivin'.
Nearly five times you said "Bye."
While I tried avoiding you,and didn't reply.
You want to strike up conversation,or is this another fight?
You just don't want to say "You were right."
Enough mind games,tell me want you want from me!
Is it that you can't stand me on my own and free?
Or maybe you really do regret all you said?
Well,its nice to be able to rest your head.
No worrys of what will happen at school tomorrow.
No bad feelings of sorrow.
You played with my thoughts.
Plenty of little plots.
Always naming names.
Please stop the mind games.
-The 6th Grade Collection-
Neverending Dream
I'm sitting in a dark room with mist.
People are whispering.I'm squeezing my fist.
I know what they're saying and I'm tired of it.
Suddenly before my scream I fall into a pit.
The room has dissapeared...
This is a nightmare,I know it!But my eyes are open.
Now someone appears by my side.My heart isn't beating.
They tell me it's life;I'm not really dreaming.
And now my breath is gone!Everything is gone...
I open my eyes and I'm running.
Theres a black path ahead,I hear laughing and cheering.
A familier voice cheers me on.I turn,but he's only my mind.
A girl stands in font of me and yells "Almost there!"
But then she vanishes.
Now I'm on a bus.I'm crying.
People walk past,no one is noticeing.
A boy stops and says "Bye.",the voice that cheered me.
I look around,the bus is empty from what I can see.
Now my tears are flooding.I just can't control my pain.
I just want happiness,it's so hard to obtain.
I stumble down a hall,full of peers.
They look right through me,I'm not really here.
They look so different,but so much like me.
Yet I've always walked around so silently...
Now I stray into a dance.
Everything is black except the strobe lights in the distance.
I wander around,oh so lonely.But then I spot that boy.
We go to a quiet spot and slow dance,and he lets go.
So I continue to dance,waiting for someone to come.
Dancing alone,looking pretty,looking dumb...
I find myself back in the dark room.
The snickering people are gone,but the mist is still here to loom.
I sigh in grief and I bow my head.
I sit alone in a neverending dream,enough is said.
Dont Bother
The girl on the bus is crying.
Don't bother to worry.
She was only happy leaving.
Don't bother to worry.
She's been lonely for awhile.
Don't bother to worry.
Her face will never smile.
Don't bother to worry.
Nobody really understands her.
Don't bother to worry.
Poems of joy she dosen't utter.
Don't bother to worry.
She prefers to be left alone at these times.
Don't bother to worry.
Instead she just writes these rhymes.
Don't bother to worry.
Her depression has overcome her mind.
Don't bother to worry.
Her heart is in a strengthening bind.
Don't bother to worry.
It'll be awhile before she comes through.
Don't bother to worry.
She never told anyone,and no one knew.
Don't bother to worry.
She has a stabbing pain that dosen't show.
Don't bother to worry.
She could scream,nobody would know.
Don't bother to worry.
If she could tell someone she would.
Don't bother to worry.
She knows that she reall should.
Don't bother to worry.
She could tell when it's sunny she sees rain.
Don't bother to worry.
She already knows that she's insane.
So just don't bother.
Cold Nights
On cold nights I sit alone,waiting for him.
On cold nights I sit alone,my candle glowing dim.
On cold nights I cry softly,needing company.
On cold nights I cry softly,pathetically.
On cold nights I sing of sorrow,never of joy.
On cold nights I sing of sorrow,my head beginning to annoy.
On cold nights I wonder if anyone will come.
Still Waiting
Every day of every week,I stare at the door,still waiting.
Every minute of every hour,I sit here,still waiting.
Every second of every minute,my heart grows weary,still waiting.
I'm still waiting for him to fulfill my life,but he hasn't come.
I'm still waiting because he gave me the influence that he loved me.
I'm still waiting because I'm a fool to think he'll come.
So here I sit,lonely for love,and still waiting.
Smiling,Waiting,Breaking
He never said another word other than "Hi."
But he was so charming,and thinking back I sigh.
He was so nice,virtually sending me gifts with a smile.
It all started because I was the only one who returned the "hi!" after awhile.
But without a word he was gone,leaving me hopeful he would be back soon.
Everyday I would come and inquire,but i hadn't missed him morning,evening,and noon.
I waited like an influenced child for the day he would come.
Until one day I realised how I was dumb.
I dismissed my friends,only to check for him.
It was all for nothing,after that I became grim.
He gave me a feeling that lasted less than a day.
Cus' the sad part is,I barely knew him 15 minutes,seemed shorter.
Then he was gone forever,and I've since been in a dark corner.
I hate him for leaving,I hate me for hateing him,and I hate this feeling.
I started out smiling,after that waiting,now I am breaking.
Closer to Happiness
( ^ This I wrote when my depression was ending)
-The "Fall of the H-E Message Board" Collection-Lala Land
People actually waste their time
plotting things that may never happen.
And now I write this rhyme
So maybe you could understand.
People do not know the word 'forgiveness' these days.
Well,nobodys percect.
Everyone has screwed up,and in many ways.
But aren't we so lucky to find people who will look past our faults?
Shouldn't we try to be like them,
and act a bit more like adults?
You can say I'm all wrong and don't know what I'm talking about.
But I can still see when people are hurt inside.
I know what its like...all too well.
You want to shut yourself away and hide.
You feel like you are so unwanted.
Lots of people have felt like that.
It would be nice to make things easier.
Easier for people who are strange,quiet,not as smart,not as good looking,and people who are fat.
Easier for people who need to understand why the things they do are wrong.
They can't help it,they need someone to talk to.
They need support our support.
They need you.
Poem No. 31-What's It Worth,For What Its Worth
Failed to see why it ended.
Didn't really care then,however.
Wouldn't talk and it wouldn't matter.
Shouldn't have tried,no no.
Because regret tears me up.
I don't think it's gonna be a problem.
Seeing as how no one else gives a darn.
What I woulda said...shoulda said.
"Screw you all.It's nothin' to me."
I don't know,maybe it'd be worse.
Oh well,it's almost over,I can tell.
Why should it go on when it's so old?
Light at the end of the tunnel doesn't always mean relief.
That's all I've found.
Poem No. 32-Sweet Farewell
Farewells aren't sad when it's someone you're glad to see go.
Oh,don't try to hide the pleasure,they probably know.
It's a sweet sigh after holding your breath if it gets bad enough.
Aw,try an' hang on,try an' be tough.
Let 'em down gentle.
If you're not already mental.
"Bye bye baby,don't be long.I worry about you!"
Haha,no,more like,"Bye bye,already don't miss you."
Don't mean to come on too strong.
And it's not like I've kept it in long.
But if I said it out loud
...Be one nasty crowd.
So poems are my nice way of putting it out there.
Instead of a tonna rude words and the smiley with an evil stare. >8-(
-Misc.- (songs,poems,old stuff)
If Only
Remember the first time we met.
It was the only time we had ever met.
It didn't take long before you had me charmed.
And when you left you had me alarmed.
Abrupt,sudden,all to soon,thats how it ended.
That one day we befriended.
Oohohoh...if only you were still here.
Oohohoh...you'd hate to see me shed a tear.
Oohohoh...you dont know how you affected me.
Oohohoh...I can see your words reflected in me.
Oohoooh!If only!If only!I wish you were here!If only!If only!
Missing you ain't so much fun.
You shoudn't have done that to me,hun.
People think I don't know what love is like.
Just because I'm still young and ridin' a bike.
But when I found you...
Oooh,I knew!
Oohohoh...if only you would come back.
Oohohoh...please,baby,please come back.
Oohohoh...say you were being sincere.
Oohohoh...it's your words I wanna hear.
Oohohoh...why did you leave me hangin'?
Oohohoh...why couldn't you drop in?
Oohoooh!If only!If only!I wish you were here!If only!If only!
By now you've forgotten me,but I haven't forgotten you.
And after I figured you'd be someone I could turn to.
I'm hurting inside,and I know you won't return.
If you could feel my ache,feel my burn...
Why did you get to me like that?
And then leave me wondering where you're at?
Oohohoh...if only you were still here.
Oohohoh...you'd hate to see me shed a tear.
Oohohoh...you dont know how you affected me.
Oohohoh...I can see your words reflected in me.
Oohoooh!If only!If only!I wish you were here!If only!If only!
What Friendship Is
Good times with friends
are always worth remembering.
The laughs,the dramas,and the bond that nevers ends.
I remember my buds didn't get along
at my first big b-day slumber party.
That night almost seemed too long
what with the tears and yells.
But then we gathered in my room.
All our faces were wet and puffy.
And a feeling started to loom.
We held each other in our arms and cried some more.
We knew we were changing.
We realized this and stayed close once apologizing.
We knew we were ageing.
So now we are as close as ever,and everyday is fun.
We remember that night.
And we feel guilty because
that was a WW3 fight.
But that made us really see the big picture.
It made us understand.
So whenever one of us is feeling low.
We all take their hand.
It's All Worth It
My head is tired and sore.
It was another rough day,another cold night.
I'm ready to put down my tools and slip out the door,
Collapse in my bed and feel just right.
It's all worth it when the sun rises the next day.
I sit on my porch,enjoying the cool air and say,
"Ooh,ain't it a wondeful life,ooh,things are good for me."
Yeah,I can't wait for the sun to shine-shine on me.
Go ahead and tell me to my face.
Go ahead and pout.
I don't give a hoot when you're on my case.
Just keep ranting,if you need me give a shout.
It's all worth it when the sun rises the next day.
I sit on my porch,enjoying the cool air and say,
"Ooh,ain't it a wondeful life,ooh,things are good for me."
Yeah,I can't wait for the sun to shine-shine on me.
My cat scratched me.
My dog bit me.
I got three paper cuts.
My friends think I'm nuts.But hey-
It's all worth it when the sun rises the next day.
I sit on my porch,enjoying the cool air and say,
"Ooh,ain't it a wondeful life,ooh,things are good for me."
Yeah,I can't wait for the sun to shine-shine on me.
Dreamin'
I'm dreaming of a world beyond our Earth,
thinking 'bout some place where I am of more value and worth.
Having thoughts about a day when I will say:
"I'm doin' what I want,when I want,everything is my way!"
(Chorus)
Its my day,its my world,its my life.
I'm happy,you're happy,everybodys happy!
My day,my world,my life!Thats right!
Goin' to that place,that place of mine.
Where people smile,say'hi',and feel just fine.
Gonna hang out,gonna have fun.
Gonna party all day,till I can't see the sun.
Its my day,its my world,its my life.
I'm happy,you're happy,everybodys happy!
My day,my world,my life!Thats right!
Have You Ever
She said I'm a snot.
cause I shared an opinion.
He said I think I'm everything I'm not.
When I only wanted to help them.
They seem to think I'm brain dead.
Because I couldn't make a hoop.
Am I everything they said?
Have you ever felt left out-even with your friends?
Do you ever wonder-why this is how every day ends?
Have you ever felt like crying-cause your toast was black?
But you really cried-because everyone turns their back?
Have you ever felt like laying down-and closing your eyes?
Do you ever get tired-of hearing all the lies?
I did,I do,I did,I still do...
He says I suck
cause I can't run as fast.
She always laughs
when I come to class last.
I get shoved away
because I never say the right thing.
Will you hold my hand today?
Will you help me along?
I saw you cry just the other day.
I heard you say-
"My boyfrind broke up with me."
You saw me cry just the other day.
You heard me say-
"I lost my dignity,I'm failing math,people keep yelling at me."
I can't tell which is worse....
Have you ever felt left out-even with your friends?
Do you ever wonder-why this is how every day ends?
Have you ever felt like crying-cause your toast was black?
But you really cried-because everyone turns their back?
Have you ever felt like laying down-and closing your eyes?
Do you ever get tired-of hearing all the lies?
I did,I do,I did,I still do...
Am I really mean?
Do I really put down?
Am I really all you make it seem?
Take a walk in my shoes.
Oh,wait,they're too big.
See how I always lose?
Why do you think that is?
Have you ever felt left out-even with your friends?
Do you ever wonder-why this is how every day ends?
Have you ever felt like crying-cause your toast was black?
But you really cried-because everyone turns their back?
Have you ever felt like laying down-and closing your eyes?
Do you ever get tired-of hearing all the lies?
I did,I do,I did,I still do...
Remember me when you screw up big time in school.
Think of me when you find that rooster hair-do ain't so cool.
Recall the time the world shut me out.
When the you shut yourself away.
Cover your "watering" eyes.
I know you've felt this way.
(v Caution-cheesy lyrics)
Rose
Guyyy-you're comin' too close now!
Oooh-you're gonna get pricked now!
Pricked!Pricked by love's thorns!
(Chorus)
Love is like a rose(a blood red rose)
A rose with thorns!If you don't grab the stem then OUCH!You're drawin' blood!And if you're too sensitive
then OUCH!Theres an infection.
Maaan-you're askin' for pain!Its gonna be an acid rain!
Ooooh-you're gonna see the ugly side of this flower!
Because yes!I have that kind of power!
Love is like a rose(a blood red rose)
A rose with thorns!If you don't grab the stem then OUCH!You're drawin' blood!And if you're too sensitive
then OUCH!Theres an infection.
Boooy-how many times must I warn you?!
Ooooh-don't make me send you away blue!
Honey!I shouldn't have to!
Love is like a rose(a blood red rose)
A rose with thorns!If you don't grab the stem then OUCH!You're drawin' blood!And if you're too sensitive
then OUCH!Theres an infection.
Ouch!Ouch!Please don't even try,honey!Oooh,don't even-don't even!
Anger
Words spill out
Whether you mean them or not.
Your head buzzes and pounds.
Fists tight,teeth clentched.
You stomp around
destroying everything in your path.
Temperature rising,adrenaline high.
Pound the ground,let it out.
Take it out on a pillow.
Feathers fly.
Sreech and scream at the sky.
Yell and holler at the mirror.
Knock over the chairs.
Slam the door.
Pull your hair out.
Shout and shriek.
Foulest words to ever roll off your tongue.
Friends stare in awe.
Parents scowl and wave thier fingers.
Ya really let it out,dont you feel better?
Your throat is sore,and the house is demolished.
But it was worth it,right?
It...it wasn't?
Uh oh,I'm sensin' another tantrum about to happen.
The Perfect Goodbye
I will never forget a perfect goodbye.
Nor will I.
I will always cherrish the perfect goodbye.
As will I.
When I must leave,what will you say?
We shall meet again another day.
Will you miss me and wait for my return?
Of course my dear,with much concern.
Will you think of me as days go by?
Indeed I will,I cannot lie.
Will you crave the love I give?
Without out it I barely live.
Will you hold me when I get back?
Not an ounce of affection I will lack.
So when our eyes meet at last...
Your abbsence will seem long past.
I will not forget a perfect goodbye.
Nor will I.
I will always cherrish the perfect goodbye.
As will I.
Before Fighting Thoughts.
Running and breathing.
Sword in my hand.
I must move quicker.
I hear them coming now.
The orcs,the wild men.
Hiding won't help.
Nor will fleeing.
I know I must fight.
It is the only way.
The hobbits will escape.
I will defend.
I must put my life at risk.
To keep my promise.
The fate of Middle Earth
Lies in his hands.
I must make sure
the halfling makes it.
If he does not
we are all doomed.
War,then death.
A ring will decide it all.
This is my purpose.
This is my life.
This what I must do.
The orcs are in sight.
I lift my sword.
The time has come.
Now I fight,for the sake of...everyone.
Closer they come.
Growling and snarling.
My heart beats faster.
My mind races.
In a moment my life could end.
Would it matter?
Too late to consider this.
And now....a sword is heard,soaring through the air... followed by silence.
Who's time had come,the enemy,or the warrior?
This is where the story ends.
Maybe not sad,but not 'happily ever after'.
The real end remains a mystery
that only the mind can solve.
How do you think it ends?
Or how do you want it to end?
A Night to Remember
Dancin',laughin',talkin',joken'.
That night you and I were hot and smoken'.
Everyone knew we ruled the ball.
Boy,we were walkin' tall.
You'd twirl 'round
Without a sound.
Bumpin',jumpin',stompin',hoppin'.
Off to the side my tongue was tied.
I couldn't talk,though I tried.
You were so smooth with your lines.
Yet your eyes do all the talking when they shine.
You took my hand and pulled me away.
There was nothing to say.
You sat me down and put your hands on my hips.
Then you layed a single kiss upon my lips.
Too suprised to say anything
But inside I could sing
Since that night I knew it was love.
I've since had my head in the clouds above
I wish it could have lasted forever
That night to remember.
Cloud Nine
Fly away
To another day
You heard someone say
North is the way
See the golden light
As you take flight
To a place where every night
The stars shine bright
You will see
Its the place to be
Smile with glee
But don't forget me
Waiting below
Knowing what I know
And going with the flow
You're so high you make me feel low
There's room for two
Take me with you
So I don't feel blue
You know I will be true
I wanna see the golden shine
And taste the finest wine
I wanna know everything is fine
And know its all mine
Lift me above
Show your love
Soar like a dove
Above,above
We both know
Cloud nine is the place to go
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